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dongeng maCy : Puteri Katak

Assalamualaikum.
Hujan renyai-renyai. Kedengaran katak-katak puru mengaum memanggil hujan. Kelihatan sepasang kekasih sedang bersandiwara antara satu sama lain. Sang jejaka memandang wajah si gadis penuh rasa cinta. 
"Sayang sayang sayang?", tanya sang jejaka. 
"Sayang. sayang sayang sayang.", jawab si gadis sambil melentokkan kepalanya di bahu sang jejaka.  
Peluang baik ni. Getus sang jejaka dalam hati. Tanpa melengahkan masa, sang jejaka terus mencium si gadis kerana ketidaksabarannya. 
Ka-cing! Berubahlah si gadis menjadi katak semula.

will be spending cuti maulidur rasul di rumah lecturer :)

Old Time Short Story : God Is Fair To Us

Assalamualaikum. “I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”  ::. Marilyn Monroe

“Damn it!”, shout Lisa 
“What’s the matter?”, her roommate, Fay, sat beside her.  
“I broke up with him.”, said Lisa.  
“That must be hard. It’s okay. You will meet a better person”, she tried to comfort her.  
“But I never trust a guy as much as I trusted him. It’s such a deep pain!”, she cried. Fay does not know how to handle the situation. She once fell in love but her love story was such a misery. Fay is a pretty young lady. Anyone may fall in love with her even only in their first sight.  
She slowly opened the door and stepped out her pink-painted apartment, walked along the sidewalk, then put herself on a bench. Her past memories began to pla…

pertemuan

Assalamualaikum.

Sekali merasa sayang yang gagah, sampai mati rasa tak pernah nak rebah..

"Bunga, izinkan Azfar berjumpa dengan Bunga sekali?". 
Mesej pendek Azfar cukup membuat hati Bunga berdegup kencang. Masakan tidak, kekasih yang pernah dinanti bertahun lamanya kembali mengusik kenangan lama meski genap setahun mereka tidak bertegur sapa.
Ah. Mengapa harus digoncang rasa lama sedang dia sudah ada pengganti? Juga Bunga sudah punya insan yang dicintai segenap rasa. Jika dahulu tidak ada lelaki yang mampu mengganti tempatnya, hari ini untuk pertama kali sudah ada yang berjaya mendudukinya penuh selesa. Dan kencangnya degupan tadi tidak seperti biasa, cuma biasa-biasa.
"Bunga, tolong, izinkan Azfar berjumpa dengan Bunga sekali sahaja. Izin Azfar lihat sekali lagi bagaimana reaksi Bunga berhadapan dengan Azfar.."
Kenapa? Ingin melihat sejauh mana rasa lama masih ada? Ingin melihat bagaimana kasih Bunga pada dia bagai esok akan tiada? Rindu melihat Bunga yang sering saja…

Paranoia : A Story Behind My Wall of Life

Assalamualaikum.
Paranoia. Have you ever heard of it?
"Paranoia is a term used by mental health specialists to describe suspiciousness (or mistrust) that is either highly exaggerated or not warranted at all."
"Being paranoid means being suspicious without reason, and believing that others are trying to harm you in some way. Everyone can be mistrustful at times, particularly if life hasn't treated him or her well. But people who are prone to paranoia always dread some forthcoming attack or betrayal."
I am not sure if I suffer from paranoia. But from what I've read, I did reflect it to my own personality, and how I face my daily life. I first search about this about a year ago, just after my friend said to me, 'Bahaya la kau ni. Paranoia sangat. Try positive sikit."
When it all began...
I started to become insecure of the people around me when I was in secondary school. Well, form 1. It was the beginning of a teenage life, where I started to live aw…